Wednesday, March 4, 2015

I Know I Will Hear What I've Heard Before...



It’s been the happiest sound for 50 years now. (50 years and 2 days, I know I’m late on here). I know that I’ve already commemorated The Sound of Music on here once, but it’s worth all the mentions in the world. 

Although it has only been in my life for nearly 15 years, its influence feels like that of its full fifty. The story, the music, the characters, Salzburg… all of them have left an impression on me that I will carry with me every day for the rest of my life. 


I suppose the “very good place to start” would be with Maria herself - the original. This charismatic woman reluctantly, yet dutifully, found her place with the von Trapps at 21, and made that place permanent at 22. Somehow, once I was old enough to realize that the von Trapps were real and Julie Andrews was amazingly the same person as Mary Poppins, I began to slowly but surely acquire every speck of information I could on Maria and her family. And it never ceases to fascinate me. I read, collected, saw, imagined, and I entertained the image I had of this family and their every day feats and adventures. 

I have to show off one of my "favorite things." My mother got this for me for Christmas a while back: a signed copy of Maria von Trapp's 1972 autobiography Maria, My Own Story


And my “very good place to start” is with my own “something good,” my mother. For my fifth birthday, she got me the movie and I remember sitting, looking at the back of the VHS case while waiting for it to start, and arguing with her over whether or not there were 8 children because I was looking at the children and Maria on the fountain in Mirabell Gardens. But we watched, I was assured that there were 7 children, and it ended. And from the moment it ended, I wanted to watch it over again. And again. And again. 

And I have never ceased wanting to watch it over again. 




And, of course, I’ve been brought to the most beautiful place on Earth. Besides excitement and anticipation, keeping my eyes peeled for landmarks, while I was in Salzburg I discovered an air of astonishment. It wasn’t the same sense of wonderment and curiosity that I have when I go someplace new. I was simply comfortable, in a place that has simply always been a part of me. Because in a sense, it was. I’ve been there countless times before and then, being physically there, is no different. Oh, Nonnberg? It’s up the hill, overlooking Residenzplatz where it’s been for centuries. I see it everyday. Everything is exactly where it should be, and I was where I should be. It was utterly remarkable. 


 


Emotions ran high in two places: the first, when we got to our room at the von Trapp Villa, and second, when we were in Mondsee Cathedral. Our room was the junior suite, on the third floor, which had been the Captain and Maria’s room after their bank failed and the family moved onto the third floor. I was sitting in the window sill, facing the back of the house and it washed over me that I was there, in that house, seeing what they saw. The mountains framed the trees and lawns, and I knew that I was in the most special place on earth and my heart would always stay there.
Then, while on The Sound of Music Tour (the best 4 hours of my life, mind you), I got a little emotional while we were in Mondsee Cathedral. The magnificent grace and beauty of it all came over me and it just had to surface somehow. 






Well, I’ll be honest, I love the whole thing. But I suppose I love these parts more than others. “Do-Re-Mi” evokes a little nostalgia now because it brings me back to all of those places, and some of the best orchestrations in the score make it all the more remarkable. “The Lonely Goatherd” is just a fun song to listen to and a little amusing and even when I listen to it alone, I can hear Christopher Plummer’s laugh finishing it off. “The Landler”… come on. It’s one of the most intimately charged moments in film history. The looks, their eyes. It’s just perfection. And finally, “Something Good” and “The Wedding,” they’re the climax of the whole movie’s budding romance. What you’ve waited two hours for. I love to watch the gesture I know are coming, the regal trip down the aisle. Each and every second makes my heart stop. 



I unashamedly believe that they are one of the greatest couples in history. I’ll stop to let you know that I am very much aware of the true circumstances and feelings surrounding the real marriage of the von Trapps. But, that doesn’t waver my fascination with the true story, nor my romanticized hope for the movie’s version of the story. The true story’s dynamics and feelings interest me to no end. Their elements coming together and what we know about that only scratches the surface and their story is one that is ever-lasting.



We need a little Christopher Plummer appreciation… or a lot. He was easily my first crush and even now, he’s devastatingly handsome. Our Captain can melt our hearts with a wicked half smile, a small gesture of kindness, or a smart remark. Indescribable perfection. 





The Lord opened a window for me to find the greatest inspiration and look up to the most beautiful and remarkable woman in my life… Julie Andrews. I can never be thankful enough for this woman. She inspires me everyday and has helped me keep going when I didn’t think I could take a step further. She is all that one can be and more and I couldn’t be happier to have her to look up to. My deep gratitude, admiration, and respect for one of the most hardworking, beautiful women we have in this world, can never be expressed. Fifty years have gone by, and I will always be indebted to Dame Julie Andrews for her portrayals of her characters and, more importantly, herself. I’d like to thank her for always being there. 



I don’t know where or who I’d be without this movie, this family, or Julie Andrews. They have brought me back up when I lost all sense of keeping myself going. 
Here’s a commemoration and heartfelt thank you to The Sound of Music’s fifty years. 
Here’s to 50 more. 


Monday, February 2, 2015

New Year, Same Blog...



Well, I'm back. It's been a long, long time, but I figured that it was high time I got back into the swing of my blog. I loved it and miss it, so here we go again. I'm not going to promise to adhere to a schedule, because I know I never will, but I'm going to ease back into this...

Anyways, here's what's happening...
It's a new year, so that means new schedules, rituals, and the biggest word of all, resolutions. It's a scary word because it's extremely hard for some of us to meet the big ones and keep up with the smaller ones. I knew going into this year that a lot of things were going to have to change, get better, or that I was looking forward to starting some new things. So, I was thinking of starting by sharing some of them, and snowballing off of this in the future...

1. Facial Routines

It's always super hard to maintain something that's easy, and healthy, and that works for you. I have been through remedies, wipes, lotions, and either they're too harsh for me or too harsh together, or something. And when there's so much to remember, it's hard to maintain. 

2. Books

I have a problem. I buy more books than I read. It has been ordained as such ever since elementary school book orders when I would need everything. Then the book fairs would come, and I'd need everything there. Enter Barnes and Noble into my life. Finally Amazon Prime... It's a literary slippery slope. But a slippery slope nonetheless. My justification is that one day, I'll have floor-to-ceiling book shelves along my walls and I won't have to wait too long to fill them. It's the same with all of my coffee table books... I have no table, but one day I will... But those are another story. 
Anyways, I have an abundance of books that I would like to get to, so I'd like to share some of those with you here.

(There's more tucked away and around the house.)

3. Abs/Plank Challenges

It's pretty common to have something health/gym/work-out related on a resolution list. My mother and I have started boxing lessons at our gym, and it is amazing! To coincide with that and working out a little more, I decided to participate in the 30 Plank and Ab Challenges. They make all the difference in the world by the end, or only a little difference, but either way, it will be an accomplishment to get through them. 

4. Write 

I've come to find over the years that I love to write. When I was little I would write Maria von Trapp's biography over and over again. Stories about Lizzie McGuire. I rewrote Cinderella once. I think that then I just liked to come up with stories, but only ones that drew from what I already knew. I later found that journaling and writing out my thoughts helped me through some of the most confusing times of my life. They didn't sort out my problems, but they put into words what I was feeling and made that real. I can now look back on them and read through what I was going through... And thank God that I got through it. 
I want to definitely continue to journal, in new and old ways, and write new things. Besides my thoughts, I want to write down my past, someone else's present, or even the future. It may never get anywhere, but I'll have it to treasure. 

5. Travel

This may be far-fetched. I don't know where I want to go, but it's high-time that I take off. I may travel for fun or travel figuratively into something new. But right now, I'm stable, and I'm going stir-crazy. We might drive to California, which would be amazing, I want to go back to New York. More than anything, though, I want to go back to Europe. Or at least start to plan another trip back there for the foreseeable future. Paris, London, Salzburg again, we'll see where it leads. 





Warmth, crowded beaches, rich history in the air, and food, glorious food -- That's amore.

(Left, Center, Right)
Louvre (Paris), Amalfi (Italy), Clams and Spaghetti (the best of Italy)






6. Bullet-Journaling

Finally, besides my usual journaling, I have been seeing/reading about Bullet Journaling for a while, and have finally decided to try it. I need to work on being more organized, getting more done, more effectively - getting my ideas down, writing out my day, and being able to go back and see what I thought. So, I'll see how it goes, and I'll let you all know how it's going.


No one knows what the year will bring. It will have gains, losses, and discoveries, because what's a year without a little of everything?